Thursday, April 5, 2007
Lets start this off by saying....
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Now that I have stated that, lets move on. I just finished watching my homeboys show "AKTAIN TV". It was pretty cool (even though I will not admit it to him), LOL. Am I a bad friend. I mean you guys should check it out. He does all of the editing and stuff himself. He thinks hes cool, lol. But I am very proud of him. Hes been working on this show for awhile. I know yall are wondering what kind of show it is. Well its a variety type show Hip-Hop/Fashion/Culture/Music Video. It comes on every Thursday Morning @ 12:30am. Those of you who live in manhattan can see it on channel 67. Everyone else including myself, can see it VIA the internet. I usually dont watch a half hour of anything on TV because it usually doesnt keep my attention. Imagine how I am watching stuff on the internet, lol. Any of my friends who send me links to youtube or myspace videos can vouch for me, LMAO. Lets get back to the topic at hand, You can see it on http://www.mnn.org live. Umm he made me forget whatever I was going to say. Dre should be paying me for this promotional, lol.
I just recently got a simplified code to change myspace contact boxes and all of that crap. So I will be doing more myspace layouts. FREE myspace layouts, lol. Everybody loves things for free. I have a few in mind already. Hopefully they will be done very soon. I kind of gave up on the Vectors at this time. As I stated before, they are extremely time consuming. I kinda dont want to deal with that at the moment. My new website layout will be coming very soon. Well not very soon, lol, so keep a look out for it. I know you guys are like "new layout, this broad didnt even finish the first layout". LOL, i am so over this layout. Hopefully, I will get to have everything completed the second time around.
Well a certain person (Rodney), has pointed out that I have made a few grammatical and spelling errors and in some of my most recent blog entries. lol, if it is bothering anyone else as much as it is bothering Rodney, I am sorry. I am going to be a history teacher. You dont need to be able to spell to teach history, lol.
ummm damn, I had somemore stuff to talk about. I cant think of it right now. I shall be back with more.
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Sunday, April 1, 2007
First I would like to say
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Yes guys I am in another site of the month contest. I am ecstatic to say that I won the last one, YAY!!! Thank you Christina and everyone else who voted for me!
This week kind of sucked. I was suppose to be going out with my other half Charisma but stuff came up and it wasnt in my favor. Maybe next time boo. My trip to Chicago has been deaded for reasons that everyone but me saw coming. Its whatever though. I am going to find somewhere else to go. During that time that I have already taken off. These freaking people at work didnt give me a schedule, So i dont know what time I work. I know I have to be there Monday but I am not sure what time, Its between 8am & 9:30am. I might just show up at 9:30, lol. That is an extra hour and a half of sleep.
Lately I have been noticing that I have been distancing myself from alot of people that I would call "friends". My relationship with all of these "friends" have different situations but they are all situations that I would rather not be included in. So fuck'em. I cant stress things like that because I never expected to be best friends or friends for life with them. I shall move on to the next set of losers.
I need to learn to manage my time better. I always plan to do a million and one things in a day to do but usually I only get 3 or 4 of them done. I have spring break this week so I should be able to get some of these things done. I want to do a new layout. I have been thinking it through. I also wanted to learn to vector. I have been procrastinating on this particular thing. It seems so time consuming. Anyone who knows how to vector knows it is, lol. I think I am going to tackle that during this week and a half that I have off.
My trip to Ikea has been pushed back 2 more weeks. There is a sale that I plan on spending all of my at, lol. I know I dont need to be buying anymore stuff at the moment but I cant let that pass me by. I think I am addicted. It may not be too healthy but everything I spend, I have. Its not causing me any unaffordable debt. If it gets that bad, I am going to join SA (Shoppers Anonymous), lol.
The summer is here. I want to get a little "leaner", lol. I have read about some interesting diets to try. I have been eating a little better than what I usually would. My problem is that I dont eat as often as I should (3 meals a day) and when I usually do eat, its some thing fast. My time managing issues come into play here too. But I am going to start to eat better. Well I have started. I think I may add on a subdomain where I will keep a diary of this stuff. I have been thinking about doing it for a minute but I will have to think on it some more.
I am rambling as always. This shall be all for now. Hopefully.
Muah!!!!!
Posted by Shy @ 10:26 AM CST [Link] [Karma: 8 (+/-)][151 comments]
Sunday, March 25, 2007
First I would like to say
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Now that I am done with that. My freaking job has cut back my hours. They suck. I am a little aggravated but I dont really care. This just means I get more time to sleep. Which is always a good look.
Its been an OK weekend so far. Lets do a little run down. I spent 75% of my paycheck on shoes on friday. I got paid on friday too, lol. But that is ok, I dont have anything else to do with my money. After that I didnt do much with my friday.
Saturday I worked. I dont know whats wrong with these people that come into the bank. They must not realize what day and age we live in. They get highly upset when you ask them for Identication. With all of the identity theft and check conterfeiting going on now adays, I dont why that would be a problem. Come on, I need to make sure that its the person on the account withdrawing money. Am I suppose to give your money to anyone that comes in the bank and say that they are you. I honestly dont think I could bank at bank that doesnt ask for some form of Identification weither its a debit card or state ID. People suck!!!! After work I hung out with a friend. I like the time i spend with him. We always have fun.
Sunday is my down time. All day I have been sitting here looking at all of these damn clothes. I have no where to put all of these shits and all I do is buy more. Any other time this wouldnt be a problem because I would just let my cousins or friends take shit. But I dont want to give anyway anything, I love it all and I just brought more crap that I love. I plan on going to IKEA next weekend. I need to buy new furniture that can hold more. Because this is not working. Not only is clothing storage an issue, shoes and books are too. My room isnt the biggest room in the world. OMG, just thinking about it is irritating me.
I am rambling. This shall be all for now. I think.
Muah!!!!!
Posted by Shy @ 10:14 PM CST [Link] [Karma: 6 (+/-)][12 comments]
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Between now and my previous blog entry, which are only hours apart, I have begun to feel better. So I thought I would bring a little light to my blog. Shopping makes all of the hurt go away for me. Its only a temporary high but who cares. Well I am very big on shopping and even bigger on buying new shoes. Which range from sneakers to flats to pumps. I love them all. I havent been shopping to exactly but I have gotten the address to Flight Club NY. I am overly ecstatic about my trip I will be making there on Friday after school. I will be picking up a couple pair of Nike SB Dunks. For those of you who dont know, my Addiction section will be a shoe journal. I will post about the shoes I have purchased. There will also be room for visitor comments.
I have been really thinking. I may be doing some tinkering with the content on my layout. Expanding some sections, providing more information and free stuff for my visitors. I am not too sure how I am going to execute this but it definitely will be done. Spring break is in the very near future. I may utilize that time to do any and all upgrades to the site.
Money.... I have bank accounts everywhere, lol. Too many damn bank accounts. I dont even use all of them. I have my North Fork employee account. I dont really use it for much except direct deposit. Then I have a Chase account and A Bank of New York account. Initially I was just going to consolidate the Chase and Bank of New York accounts into one account because they have now merged. But Wamu (Washing Mutual) is giving free checking and savings. On top of that the savings will be getting 5% apy. That is freaking ridiculous. I am jumping on that ASAP. You cant let interest rates like that pass you by. I am closing my Chase and Bank of New York accts for Wamu. If you have any bank accounts or are looking to open a bank account, Wamu is the place to go. Not to mention the fact that they are E-V-E-R-Y-W-H-E-R-E, lol. I wonder how much they pay their tellers. I am going to have to look into that.
Travel.... I am suppose to be doing alot of travelling this year. The end of June its Chicago and then Labor day it will Miami. but I have yet to save any money, lol. I know, I am like the worst. I am going to change that. I have planned out the money and how much I am going to save bi-weekly. This is when Wamu's 5% interest rate comes in handy, lol. It sucks because I am going to have to cut back on my shopping but its for a good reason.
I have been rambling for far too long. I think this will be all for now. Hopefully
Posted by Shy @ 04:43 PM CST [Link] [Karma: 7 (+/-)][56 comments]
Since my site has been up, I have been checking out and joining site listings. I like to check out other peoples sites and comment. Well I came across a site dedicate to someones problem. As I read her one and only blog entry, I felt her pain. She and I are going through the same thing. But the difference between her and I, is she has set goals to deal with her problem. I want to be where she is. A point where everything can be settled, Where I can be happy for once. It should have been some kind of inspiration to me but it only pointed out the obvious. That I have somethings that I need to conquer before I can start on this long awaited path. Whats even worse about that is I dont know how or if I will ever be able to conquer these obstacles on my own but I have no one else.
Alot of people read my blog entries and I appreciate that. But if we are not on that level, friendship wise, Please do not ask me to talk about this entry because I wont.
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Friday, March 16, 2007
Its a few things I would like to talk about in this entry. I dyed my hair on Sunday (the same day I launched the site). I dyed it Honey Blonde. I wanted my whole head to be one color but the only way that would be possible if I used bleach and I wasnt going to do that. It looks nice though, see
I like it. I wish it was all one color though.
Today the weather was horrible. I mean yesterday it was 68 degrees, sunnyshine filled day. I started to leave my coat at home. I wake up today and it sounded like hail was hitting my window but being half sleep I paid it no mind. I rush and get ready to go to school so I would not be late. I had my babies on, Air Max '95 Zen Valentines edition. So I leave and its like a layer of snow over slush. Already I am praying that i dont bust my ass. By the time I get to the corner of my block I am regretting the fact that I wore them out side. Most of the street is covered in dirty slush (as seen here)
The whole way to school and home I had the screw/disgusted face on because I knew, I just knew that it was going to happen. Some nasty slush was going to get on my shoes and stain the white part. My homegirl was laughing at me and kept telling me to fix my face.
I was not at all happy. But guess what??? I made it home and my sneakers looked the same as when I left the house.
But yeah that is enough of my picture-story blog. I am at this point in my life where I just want to settle. I want stability but it seems like no one I ever meets want that. I am so tired of the games. I feel like I am too old for it. I dont know. Maybe one day I will go further into detail. Well I have to go and finish dinner.
That will be all for today. Maybe. I think.
Muah!!!!!
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
It is only 2:40pm. I officially got out of my bed at 11:30am. In this short span of time I have shed enough tears to fill a bath tub. Let me start from the beginning. I wake up at 7am for school but my leg is hurting me so bad that I couldnt work. It just so happened that my cousin took the last of my muscle relaxers. So I stayed home. I have missed so many days of school this semester it is ridiculous. I am thinking about just dropping my American History class. My other classes are once a week and I have been doing good with them but whatever. I decided to go back to the sleep. The only way I could ignore the pain.
I wake up at 11:30am and my brother hasnt been home nor did he go to school. So my mother is flipping. She was upset the night before because of this. I dont want to really go into detail about the ordeal but it really upset me. I cried for about 2 hours straight. Then came a whole bunch of more bullshit. I left my phone upstairs while all of the family drama was unfolding. Now somebody is playing on my phone leaving messages threatening me. I know who had the person leave the message but its cool, well not cool enough for me not to want to beat their asses but their little kids who really dont know me. I have very little tolerance for bullshit. Especially bullshit like this. Well I called the number back, they answered and then hung up real quickly. So I called it back again and it just rang. I called again and then it went straight to voicemail. So i left a message saying that whenever they were ready I would be ready and I left my address just in case they forgot it. Still no one has showed up or responded to my message. I feel like calling them back and leaving a simple message "Bitches Can Get It Too!!!!". Only a few people know what that comment is referring to.
I am rambling like always. I am feeling alot better at this moment. The drama at home has settled for the moment but I know it has only just begun. Whenever it gets warm people start to act up. Its only 50 degrees and its not even a warm 50 degrees. SMH at these people.
I miss my Grandma! She needs to come home. I didnt tell her she could go to North Carolina. She better be coming home soon.
That will be all for today. I guess.
Posted by Shy @ 02:11 PM CST [Link] [Karma: 5 (+/-)][40 comments]
Monday, March 12, 2007
I finally have to first layout up for Just-Shy. For the most part I did 90% of the content in the past 48 hours (you have to subtract the time i spent at work and the mall). I think it looks good. I have had this domain since October 20something of 2006. Thats five whole freakin months. I still have to figure out how I am going to format the "Addiction" page but I will leave that for another rainy or boring day. I dont know why I struggled with making a layout and then deciding on the content. BLAH!! It doesnt matter now. All I know is that it gets easier after the first one. I am happy to say that this is behind me now. This is my first blog entry for Just-Shy. I am too tired to actually talk about anything else. I will save that for possibly tomorrow.
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